It is a mental killer. To fight scizophrenia is to fight the deep desire within the core of your very being to peacefully just stop existing. It is the fear of everything. You fear what you know because you don't really know. You fear those you love because they don't love you. I want you to imagine standing alone inside your own mind. Now imagine two copies of you standing there with you. You are alone and hurting to begin with, but now those fragments of yourself want to kill you as well. ______________________________________...THAT is what goes on in a scizos mind just before they kill themselves. At this point, therapy and counseling seldom help. It takes a mind reader to get through to the soul, and break it free of the thought chains that consume.